ISTJ

Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging 

The Duty Fulfiller

As an ISTJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things rationally and logically.

ISTJs are quiet and reserved individuals who are interested in security and peaceful living. They have a strongly-felt internal sense of duty, which lends them a serious air and the motivation to follow through on tasks. Organized and methodical in their approach, they can generally succeed at any task which they undertake.

ISTJs are very loyal, faithful, and dependable. They place great importance on honesty and integrity. They are “good citizens” who can be depended on to do the right thing for their families and communities. While they generally take things very seriously, they also usually have an offbeat sense of humor and can be a lot of fun - especially at family or work-related gatherings.

ISTJs tend to believe in laws and traditions, and expect the same from others. They’re not comfortable with breaking laws or going against the rules. If they are able to see a good reason for stepping outside of the established mode of doing things, the ISTJ will support that effort. However, ISTJs more often tend to believe that things should be done according to procedures and plans. If an ISTJ has not developed their Intuitive side sufficiently, they may become overly obsessed with structure, and insist on doing everything “by the book”.

The ISTJ is extremely dependable on following through with things which he or she has promised. For this reason, they sometimes get more and more work piled on them. Because the ISTJ has such a strong sense of duty, they may have a difficult time saying “no” when they are given more work than they can reasonably handle. For this reason, the ISTJ often works long hours, and may be unwittingly taken advantage of.

The ISTJ will work for long periods of time and put tremendous amounts of energy into doing any task which they see as important to fulfilling a goal. However, they will resist putting energy into things which don’t make sense to them, or for which they can’t see a practical application. They prefer to work alone, but work well in teams when the situation demands it. They like to be accountable for their actions, and enjoy being in positions of authority. The ISTJ has little use for theory or abstract thinking, unless the practical application is clear.

ISTJs have tremendous respect for facts. They hold a tremendous store of facts within themselves, which they have gathered through their Sensing preference. They may have difficulty understanding a theory or idea which is different from their own perspective. However, if they are shown the importance or relevance of the idea to someone who they respect or care about, the idea becomes a fact, which the ISTJ will internalize and support. Once the ISTJ supports a cause or idea, he or she will stop at no lengths to ensure that they are doing their duty of giving support where support is needed.

The ISTJ is not naturally in tune with their own feelings and the feelings of others. They may have difficulty picking up on emotional needs immediately, as they are presented. Being perfectionists themselves, they have a tendency to take other people’s efforts for granted, like they take their own efforts for granted. They need to remember to pat people on the back once in a while.

ISTJs are likely to be uncomfortable expressing affection and emotion to others. However, their strong sense of duty and the ability to see what needs to be done in any situation usually allows them to overcome their natural reservations, and they are usually quite supporting and caring individuals with the people that they love. Once the ISTJ realizes the emotional needs of those who are close to them, they put forth effort to meet those needs.

The ISTJ is extremely faithful and loyal. Traditional and family-minded, they will put forth great amounts of effort at making their homes and families running smoothly. They are responsible parents, taking their parenting roles seriously. They are usually good and generous providers to their families. They care deeply about those close to them, although they usually are not comfortable with expressing their love. The ISTJ is likely to express their affection through actions, rather than through words.

ISTJs have an excellent ability to take any task and define it, organize it, plan it, and implement it through to completion. They are very hard workers, who do not allow obstacles to get in the way of performing their duties. They do not usually give themselves enough credit for their achievements, seeing their accomplishments simply as the natural fulfillment of their obligations.

ISTJs usually have a great sense of space and function, and artistic appreciation. Their homes are likely to be tastefully furnished and immaculately maintained. They are acutely aware of their senses, and want to be in surroundings which fit their need for structure, order, and beauty.

Under stress, ISTJs may fall into “catastrophe mode”, where they see nothing but all of the possibilities of what could go wrong. They will berate themselves for things which they should have done differently, or duties which they failed to perform. They will lose their ability to see things calmly and reasonably, and will depress themselves with their visions of doom.

In general, the ISTJ has a tremendous amount of potential. Capable, logical, reasonable, and effective individuals with a deeply driven desire to promote security and peaceful living, the ISTJ has what it takes to be highly effective at achieving their chosen goals - whatever they may be.

Jungian functional preference ordering:

Dominant: Introverted Sensing
Auxiliary: Extraverted Thinking
Tertiary: Introverted Feeling
Inferior: Extraverted Intuition

“The only thing to fear is fear itself.”

I’m scared to face what lies in that room of 20…and I don’t know why.

It all started after I saw that syllabus. After reading “Group Presentation…Group Debate,” I literally FREAKED. My heart leaped out of my chest. I could feel my pulse grow faster, shortness in breath, and negative thoughts flooding my mind. It was awful. I’m surprised I didn’t pass out right then and there. 

My anxiety is something I’m still learning to deal with. I literally go in shock when I’m obligated to speak up in front of an audience, especially in class. Whether it involves sharing something about myself or something prepared, my message doesn’t seem to come out the way I wish it would. And it’s troubling because it makes me sound stupid in front of others. But at times, it’s mainly the audience that makes me so apprehensive.

Here’s some key points I have learned, recently, to help me get through my sudden anxiety/ fear of speaking:

  • Visualization: prior to entering the situation, envisioning the desired goal and what audience to expect will help desensitize the fear. So that when one enters the actual situation, one will already be sensitized.
  • Being in the present moment: Fearing future consequences will hinder the speaker. 
  • BREATHE: deep breaths, straight from the diaphragm.
  • Control emotions: the audience may feel uncomfortable if the speaker feels uncomfortable. So, “fake it, ‘til you make it.”

This anxiety is difficult. I have to accept the fact that I’m always going to feel nervous about speaking up. Therefore, I have to learn how to become comfortable, being uncomfortable. This is something I can’t avoid. So I’ll have to learn how to manage.

Will

Room for cream?

I’m officially on vacation. And it feels OH SO GOOD. Not only am I (still) on break from school but also from work. I’ve made an effort to use this time to take care of some stuff for school, along with some personal things. But during this time, I’m committed to hopefully completing the following:

-Finish Bill Wilson parent handbook

-Clean out my car and trunk

-Have a movie day

-Exercise

-Work on my emphasis statement

-Update/ organize my files

-Spend time with the love

-Create my new Spring schedule

-Update my resume and cover letter

-Explore field placement sites for an internship

Of these things, I have only accomplished a few. But it goes to show that I’m trying to stay productive throughout this holiday break. It’s one thing when I have so much time on my hands but it’s another when it comes to how I use it.

In light of all this time, I’ve decided to make use of it exploring different coffee shops with a good ol’ friend; something I haven’t been able to do very often before. I’ve always found these places to be very transient. But it seems as though there’s much more to them, aside from the product they sell. They offer space. Space for study, conversations, reunions, business transactions and eats. It’s quite therapeutic, in its own rite. I love it.

It’s fluid. And fluidity smells like lattes and macchiatos.

2012

It’s 2012 and I haven’t blogged in a minute. I’m still exploring and getting used to writing in new spaces. But hopefully i settle on something and begin to get comfortable writing again.

I made it through my first semester of grad school, while holding down my full-time job and also being in a relationship. Saying that it was hard is an understatement. It was tough. And I was exhausted. But these past few months made me realize how much respect I now have for those people who work while going to school. PROPS. It’s not as easy as it sounds folks.

Thinking about the future scares me. I had a crazy wake up call today. 5 years from now I have no idea where I will be or what I’ll be doing. All I know is that within the past 5 years, I’ve grown. And that’s all I expect. I expect to learn from the decisions I make today that will help be become the person I will be 5 or 10 years later down the line. Thus, I have hopes for this new year. I expect a lot of change and growth to happen. So bring it on.

New Year’s resolution: DON’T THINK TOO MUCH.

Happy New Year.

Will

Mateo.

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new space

december 2, 2010 will mark the one year anniversary of my last (serious) post. quite honestly, i should be ashamed of myself. tsk tsk. that last post i believed i was reflecting on introverted thinking, school, the holidays and mentoring. i can’t imagine how much has changed since then. personally, writing used to be on-going. but in a weird way, i kicked the habit. during this past year, i could have written about so much but chose not to. which makes me drastically question my lack of motivation/ inspiration to write. i don’t know how i got away with not writing about anything new/ exciting/ challenging. but the more i think about it, i shouldn’t let such important moments pass me by without expressing some form of insight, much less a thought. i want to get back into this and i think it helps if i have new space to write within.